But I LOVE this game for the ability to hunt pk's.

But I find that I can beat anyone and everyone my level and below.
And lose to anyone and everyone above my level.

Pretty simplistic I'm afraid.

I'm torn by the fact that I enjoy the game and don't get frustrated
when I hunt monsters, but that I love to hunt PK's but also hate the
interaction with idiots.

I'm torn by the fact that I want to LEVEL LEVEL LEVEL and get big.
That I want to just hide for weeks on end and get big.

And yet, I want to just have fun with this game and hunt monsters and
Pks and get loot and hang out.

Except, I AM big. How big do I have to get? No metter how big I get,
there is always someone bigger. So whats the point? Screw leveling
and getting bigger, just have fun. But then, if I level just a little
bit more, I get level 5's and I get to use all arcane lore stuff
level 4, and other cool things.

I am torn by grouping and soloing.

I like to sign on and just adventure with Mare sometimes and just be
left alone. And yet, within hours I miss everyone.

I am torn by the "I want to rule DT and make an impact" and the
opposite view of "Screw DT, this place will never change and we are
too small to make an impact."

I am torn between being able to tie any where I want, and having
everyone tie at the same place.

I LIKE the fact that Mare and I can go to the OLthoi nest (my tie)
then sell in teth (her tie). And yet, I also wish that every single
person in the source was tied at the same place and ls in the same
place. I mean we ARE a tight nit group right? Right?

How cool would it be to have everyone ls at Teth, so we see each
other all the time, and have everyone tied at the same portal so when
we go hunt, we see everyone all the time. Like maybe when people get
to level 30 everyone ties to the olthoi nest, but then, mages and
archers hate that place.

Right now, we don't have a place where we all hunt together. We don't
have a hunting grounds to call our own. We don't have a place we see
each other at other than Yanshi mule spot, and sometimes, yanshi
proper.

I'm torn between keeping my level 43 beating stick, and starting over
with one of the three actually good templates/classes (unarmed,
dagger, or mage)

I'm also torn between starting over and making druss right, with some
speed and the speed 40 silifi to see if I can stick to people and
with mana conversion and life.

Sigh

felling pretty wishy washy today....

later

Jamie
Druss